I am deathly afraid of how I feel when you brush your hand along my arm,
Leaning beside my ear while your breath warms every bit more than my skin.
And with every breath my heart would tremble a need between fear and wanting,
So slowly that I began wondering if this could lead to something a little more..
I always enjoyed kissing your frowns away,
Knowing that my hands could soothe the pains from your back.
The things you do that makes it hard to stay mad at you,
The things I happily give you knowing you are mine.
I long for you even when you are silly or frustrating,
But especially when you are sweet and loving.
I wonder if you cou
I wonder if you could sense how I feel when I look at you,
Tilting my head to the side when I smile with you.
The way I feel when I listen to you,
The anticipation in my stomach right before seeing you.
I could hold my breath counting the number of stars I see in your eyes,
Stretch my fingertips to graze the surface of your lips,
And slowly, tenderly,
Fall in love with the way you look at me every time.
I sometimes wonder if you could see all this in my eyes,
Recognize the feeling of my heart in my voice,
Feel the tenderness of my mind lost in translation,
A heart wavering like an angel hair in the wind.
I never let you know. by Angelic-ins0mniac-xo, literature
Literature
I never let you know.
I never said a single word about it. Probably because i didn't think you cared about me, maybe i was right, because you're not telling me i'm wrong.
As we were growing apart like ocean tides and the shore line, i've been losing myself more than you know. Everything's been getting way too hard for me to handle, i can't get a grip on these feelings.
You know there's something going on, but you never asked. I don't think i'd tell you anyway. I left things too late, didn't stand up and proclaim that i loved you, love you. I didn't meet the standards, for you, or for myself and i don't think i ever will.
And then came along this problem, this i
Think about this, and think about it hard. This is our last year. There will not be another year like it, not one the same, not another day will play out like yesterday. It's our last chance to get what we want. What we desperately need. We'll find our way, down this dark road ahead. And yes, it's so very frightening and I'm not too sure what'll happen between now and the vast future in front of us. So think about me, and think of us, because we will never loose who we were then, who we are now, and who we will be.
I don't want to be scared. I really don't, but I have to admit it, I'm terrified. Moving forward is hard. We have to continue on
If You Wanna Go. by Angelic-ins0mniac-xo, literature
Literature
If You Wanna Go.
One more time
sitting in a silent stare
and I'm the only one that's here
Let's just get it all out
Gimme every single word
even if it's gonna hurt...
I'm not denying it anymore... i want to tell you. The silence is so loud i can barely breathe, think, sleep. I want to talk, i want to figure this out. But your face is so intimidating and i find myself staring so often. I know that you know. i am so incredibly positive you know how i feel. But it's your distant eyes and you deadpan looks that stop me saying it. You know how i feel. You know i love you, even if you don't think i mean it. This is nothing but a bunch of words to you. you pro
I still don't quite understand why i think you're perfect.
But you are.
You might not see it, but to me, you're the one i want with me when i need some to talk with, to hug, to cry with..
To Kiss.
I miss the "us" in "you and me"
I miss you, I truely do.
But i miss me the most. I don't know where i'm hiding, or who i want to reveal.
I wish i was perfect for you, Like you are to me.
You are more than the sweetness of my heart,
The glow in my smile you say is there,
The beauty of the winter in my eyes when I look upon the lonely trees outside
And when I breathe I want to breathe in only the scent of you.
I know you love me not because of some romantic imagination of a prince charming,
With shining armor and a winning smile or all the silly love poems.
Or maybe it is the silly love poems you like..
Silly words of my heart.
I know your heart beats with the fleeting rain,
A sense of something to treasure like love,
And in my heart,
A place that could never have enough of you.